The Feeling Pen

Sometimes you may not understand why your life is working in a wrong direction or may be to you it seems to be in a wrong direction. You have unfortunately decided to walk on a path which has been left barren by many. It's not the road you were supposed to tread on. It wasn't the road that people were suggesting to walk upon. Many told you to leave this path, for they were skeptical if it ever will bring fame or luck or glory. For the road you have decided to walk upon so willingly is based on these factors. You may want to rely on these factors for a long time lest no one will know who you are or where you are walking to. Yes, this is the road, you have decided to walk on. The road people are afraid to choose, worse they remain dubious their whole lives if ever fortune shall land in their lives. And yet, knowing the repercussions or  the impossibility of it, few dare to walk on this road. This road which no one has taken before. A road you too are afraid to choose. It c...

I was walking alone in my dream with a heavy knapsack on my back. The road was barren as if no one had been to this place for a long time. Out of nowhere, in the middle of the empty, deserted road, a monk joins me. He smiles at me as he walks along with me. I have no idea from where he comes from. Perhaps, I was so much exhausted and dehydrated due to the scorching heat of the summer that I did not see him coming. In the middle of my occupied thoughts, he breaks my silence and asks, "What do you see?"  I look at him wide eyed. What does he mean by this ridiculous question? Ever since he had joined me, he had been acting weird. Again, he presses the question with a gentle smile, "What do you see in front of you?"  "I see nothing" I said, in annoyance. "Look again my child, what do you see ahead?" The monk says again with an unbending smile. This time, I take notice of his question and look ahead. There, I study the nature in brief silence a...

Everyday when you wake up in the morning, what's the first thing that pops in your mind? Is it why am I here? What am I doing? Why was I born? Why the hell do I wake up every morning and feel nothing?  Is it so because you don't know what's your life purpose? Well, probably it could be. When you don't know why you are here in the first place, there is going to be uncertainties in your life. Not one but many. And, to your dismay, things might turn out worse as you don't have any vision for your life.  It's important to understand that one needs to have a dream, a goal or a vision of how they want their life to be.  This all starts from your interest. Have you often thought where your interest lies? Do you feel the need to cure people and relieve them from diseases? A Doctor? Do you have the urge to help and look after others? Be a Philanthropist? Do you get in a trance every time you are surrounded by music and melodies? A Musician?  What is your p...

You may have noticed that negative people and negative events always hamper your life. And, well, not just life it proves to be like a rust that is not ready to leave you at any cost. Rust brings nothing but staleness in our lives.  When you live around negative people all the time, you know how it juxtaposes your energy field from positive to negative and vice versa. You are being affected by the environment hugely and these constant fluctuations does nothing but creates havoc and chaos into our lives. You are now severely affected by the collision of two energies; positive and negative. There is no balance that can be created as the outer energy is overpowering your state of mind and life, eventually controlling your day. Not a day goes by when you try to create a smooth balance between your inner soul and your existing environment, that more negative things get attracted to you. It starts with one negative thing, such as an argument, a fight over a small issue, a misunde...

We always live in future as if living in the future is the only way to deal with our reality in present. We think about the time when we will get married or when our prince charming would come or sweep us off of our feet. Where is my Cinderella? Why is she taking so long to come! When will my results come out? My god! This stress is killing me! I'm not even able to enjoy my vacations because of this stress! When will I finally look like a hero or heroine? When, when and when! This when makes us stick to our future all the time! We don't enjoy our present. We don't take the benefit or pleasure in present. Everything that pops up into our mind is related only to our future life. We have become so futuristic that now we only envision our life in future and the present holds no importance to us anymore. It's always the when and the how and the future. Firstly, we tend to do that because we are not happy with our present. Second of all, we think that living in future wi...

When you'll stop thinking about how people will react or what people will think, that's the time, you will truly begin living your life. When you will not care whether they are going to talk behind your back or spread rumors and even if they do, none of it matters to you because you have started giving importance to yourself, peace of mind will automatically come to you. When you really don't care about others harsh opinions and only your work and life is your main priority, your life will fall into place. When even if someone says to you in your face that you are undeserving or unworthy of this thing, you know they are saying only to make you feel small but it affects you the least.  The day people's opinions don't matter to you at all, that's the day you will truly start living your life. Your main goal of your life will be your career and no one would come in your way, knowing that they cannot disrupt your peaceful life without you being affected int...

When you don't love yourself, you do not appreciate anything in your life including the people and the things you have. Albert Einstein said, "Nothing happens until something moves". The question is, are you willing to make a move and love yourself? Are you willing to accept who you are including the flaws you have? Are you willing to change your life? If yes, then my friend you have come to the right place and I am here to make you fall in love with yourself. You must have noticed that when people love you and you don't receive the love back with equal affection or don't return their love, they simply block you from their life or walk out from your life. And then you feel that nobody loves you, that you are alone, you feel lonely and you think people don't love you. This life of misery continues until you realize that you are the one who was blocking out all the love from outside because you didn't have love within you. What I would like to...