Don't Give Up Now

I know you want to leave this earth as soon as possible, just because you have failed miserably in fulfilling your dream.

I know you imagine yourself not waking up anymore. Before you sleep you imagine how you will never wake up again.

I know you create fantasies where there are none. You want to believe that at least there's someone in this world who cares for you even when you know there's no one.

I know you want to believe in the fact that you are not alone but your mind doesn't lead you astray. It takes you to the time where you feel unwanted all the time.

I know you want to live in a world where there's no suffering, no pain, no struggle, no depression, no anxiety, in fact nothing at all but you know that kind of world doesn't exist in reality.  Reality is unbearable as hard as it may be to accept. 

I know you want to wake up every morning thinking that finally today is the day you will be famous, wanted, loved, admired and adored. You truly wait for this thing to happen everyday and when life throws you in the same old monotonous ways you would like to imagine yourself dead the next morning. 

But life never worked the way you wanted or the way we wanted. It follows its cycle the way it's accustomed to. That also doesn't mean you give up, you don't show up daily, you let your inner demons vanquish you, you lose all the fights. No, don't do that. 

Don't give up now.

You have to wake up every day. You have to have faith in you. You have to believe that today is the day you'll continue fighting like every other day. You won't give up. Not too soon. You will work harder just like the way you were constantly doing. You will sleep at night peacefully, holding onto your dreams and believing that one day you will conquer your dreams. 

Don't let depression seep into you. Don't believe in what people say. And don't create a fertile ground in your mind for guilt, regrets and misery. Take that out. Fill your thoughts with possibilities, opportunities and hope. Because these are the three golden things that will get you to where you want to be.  

Every day sunrise is waiting for you

Don't give up now when there are so many things to try, so many unimagined, exciting, adventurous things to look forward. Look ahead, search for all the possibilities there could be even after getting rejected a zillion times. It's easier said than done but if you want to get to your dreams, you'll have to accept that to get success, life tests you again and again in an endless cycle of doom just to test your patience and see if you're ready for the success. 

Don't let other's opinion affect you as badly it can get. Be positive and keep working on your dreams. One day, you'll be there where you had imagined yourself being at.